Dad, I love you.

No, today's not a Father's day, but lemme share this one. About the most wonderful guy in this universe.

He's handsome, he's charming, he's gentleman, he's spectacular, and he's my dad. (my second dad after Jesus Christ ;p)

He worked that hard just for giving me some foods to keep alive. He went out at morning and came home at the evening, just for me.

He tried to realize my wishes. When he wanted to say 'no' he told me to ask it to my mom. When he couldn't realize my wishes, he said "I'll get it for you, sooner or later. Just be patient."

He treated me that good. He reminded me not to sleep late at night. He told me to get my food. He awoke just for accompany me while I was studying. He often angry to me when I was late for coming home, just because he afraid something bad will happen to me.

When I was go wrong, he showed me the right way. When I fell on the ground, he gave his hand and pick me up. I lied for thousands time, but he's still believe in me.

I know that he's tired, and I know that he never want to show his tiring face. I know that I'm not good at all but he told me that I'm amazing. When I said that I can't do it, he hold my shoulder, and whisper "You can do it."

He's everything. He's my hero. He's my idol. He's adorable. He's my first love.

I love him. Love him like crazy. But I couldn't tell it directly. I keep those unspoken words... unspoken.

I cried when he got sick. I cried when I thought he's gonna leave me someday. I cried when I can't give anything good for him. I cried when I saw him cried.

For whatever's sake, I don't want to lose him.
Because I love him. Yes him! My dad <3

Regrets.

"The more you think about your past, the more you regret it."

My sister, on her Twitter page, November 17th 2010.

After read this tweet, suddenly I feel like it knocked me on the head. I agree & I realized. What did I do? What did I thought all this time? I waste my time on remembering the past and minutes later the regrets running fast in my head.

Regret means ZERO yet I do it, till now.

Another crazy day in Senior High..

Hellaw blogger reader! I'm gonna face Chemistry, Mandarin, and Physics daily test ALL TOGETHER tomorrow!! Oh-my-God, I should learn 'em out just in a few hours! 3 cutthroat-subjects with their killing materials! If I just could jump to Thursday, I'll do it as soon as possible! Man! Well, this senior high life's killing me slowly but sureee

Okay stop, better I sleep now. Prepare my eyes to stay awake till Mr. Sun's coming up! Thanks for listening my trash&unimportant words. Catcha latter byeee

xoxo

Happy Halloween 2010!

It was a pity that Indonesia didn't celebrate Halloween's day. But I'm not doing wrong if I greet y'all a Happy Halloween, right?

So.....

Happy Halloween! Knock the door and do your "trick or treat?" ! ;]

Spread the spooky on everywhereee!

Happy 1st year Anniv IC!

Today. Tuesday, October 26th 2010.

It has been one year IC being together! Well, as what did Audy say "This isn't a gank or a popular-seeker-group. We're just having fun and playing together through this recent 1 year." We're just having fun and do whatever we wanna do! I can't believe we've been through this one year!

Laugh, tears, gossip, crazy things, insane activity, photos, seniority, etc, all these sweet things we have done through this one year.

We have been separated each other. Christy goes to Santa Ursula SHS Jakarta, Amel goes to Santa Ursula SHS BSD, Jotha goes to SMAK7 BPK Penabur Jakarta, NV goes to Gonzaga SHS Jakarta, and me + 9 others go to Marsudirini SHS Bekasi, still :p

Even tho' we have separated & spread in this entire world (I'm getting hyperbolic) our friendship will never be broken! (Amen :])

Okay enough, because even the words couldn't describe how I love you guys!

I..... Remember.

I clearly remember...

...the time when you lied to me.

...the time when you punched me with your bad words.

...the time when you left me bcs of your game.

...the time when you told me those disgust thingy.

...the time when you made the silences at (almost) all of our conversation.

...the time when you when you made my eyes glisten--I almost cry.

...the time when you made me waiting for 24 hours.

...the time when you made my head got dizzy bcs of you uber-bad attitude.

...the time when you told me that you love me so, but then you left me bcs of you still loving your ex gf.

...the time when we broke up bcs I couldn't stay any longer with all the shits that you've done.

And am still wondering why I used to loved you that much even tho' you behaved badly, worse than a hog in the jungle.